{"id":8859,"date":"2021-03-11T11:05:59","date_gmt":"2021-03-11T07:05:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=8859"},"modified":"2021-03-11T11:16:15","modified_gmt":"2021-03-11T07:16:15","slug":"bizl%c9%99r-ucun-calinan-z%c9%99ngl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=8859","title":{"rendered":"Bizl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131nan z\u0259ngl\u0259r…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Nurlan M\u0259mm\u0259dli<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

...he\u00e7 vaxt soru\u015fma ki, «o z\u0259ng kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131r?» O, S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131r».<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ntihara g\u0259tir\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 yazmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qeyd etm\u0259k ist\u0259diyim t\u0259ht\u0259l\u015f\u00fcurla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130san birinci \u00f6l\u00fcr, sonra intihar edir. Y\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259niz\u0259 atm\u0131\u015f, k\u0259ndird\u0259n asm\u0131\u015f, relsl\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f adam, o su bo\u011faz\u0131na dolmam\u0131\u015f, k\u0259til aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan qa\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f, qatar\u0131n t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259ri b\u0259d\u0259nini didm\u0259mi\u015f o adam art\u0131q \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259hv etmir\u0259ms\u0259, Stiven Kingin bir hekay\u0259sind\u0259dir. Bac\u0131-qarda\u015f n\u00f6vb\u0259yl\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr anbar\u0131n dam\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, saman\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tullanmaqla \u0259yl\u0259nirl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 samanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015f bac\u0131n\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 b\u00fcdr\u0259yir, y\u0131x\u0131landa taxta tird\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 1-2 d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259rzind\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 saniy\u0259l\u0259r boyu o\u011flan q\u0131z\u0131n y\u0131x\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 saman d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yir v\u0259 q\u0131za x\u0259b\u0259r el\u0259yir: «H\u0259, indi burax \u0259lini…» <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r, q\u0131z ba\u015fqa \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n hans\u0131sa depressiv m\u0259qam\u0131nda qarda\u015f\u0131na arams\u0131z m\u0259ktublar yaz\u0131r, h\u0259yat\u0131ndan naraz\u0131l\u0131q edir. Sonra da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 at\u0131r. Qarda\u015f gec d\u0259 olsa anlay\u0131r ki, he\u00e7 dem\u0259, bac\u0131s\u0131 yen\u0259 ondan k\u00f6m\u0259k umurmu\u015f: lap ola bilsin 17-ci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc atanda da qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n art\u0131q a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yum\u015faq n\u0259s\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259ciyini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq heyf ki, bu d\u0259f\u0259 qarda\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, betonun \u00fcst\u0259 saman da\u015f\u0131ma\u011f\u0131 unutmu\u015fdu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fslind\u0259 intihardan \u0259vv\u0259l insanlar xilas \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f edir. Bizl\u0259r is\u0259 e\u015fitmirik…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

XVII \u0259srin m\u0259\u015fhur ingilis \u015fairi Con Donna m\u0259xsuslu\u011fu bilin\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u00fcnyada m\u0259\u015fhurdur:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

«\u00d6z-\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 Ada kimi m\u00fcst\u0259qil bir insan yoxdur: h\u0259r bir insan Materikin, Qurunun bir hiss\u0259sidir; v\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r Dal\u011fa sahil S\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 qopar\u0131b D\u0259niz\u0259 aparsa, Avropa ki\u00e7il\u0259r, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 Burunun k\u0259narlar\u0131n\u0131 yuyarsa, ya s\u0259nin, ya da Dostunun Qalas\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131dar; h\u0259r bir insan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u0259ksildir, \u00e7\u00fcnki m\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn B\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tl\u0259 bir vahid\u0259m, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt soru\u015fma ki, «o z\u0259ng kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131r?» O, S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131r».<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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