{"id":5476,"date":"2020-04-06T03:25:12","date_gmt":"2020-04-05T23:25:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=5476"},"modified":"2020-04-06T03:25:14","modified_gmt":"2020-04-05T23:25:14","slug":"yalquzaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=5476","title":{"rendered":"Yalquzaq"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(H\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131 v\u0259 ac\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayan d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc yolda\u015flara h\u0259sr olunur)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f istid\u0259n yan\u0131rd\u0131. Saralan otlarda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 torpa\u011fa t\u0259f\u0259f \u0259ydiyind\u0259n taq\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin istisind\u0259n gizl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k ax\u015fam\u0131n s\u0259rinliyini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n canl\u0131lardan f\u0259rqli olaraq o, \u00e7ox narahat idi. Aya\u011f\u0131ndan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaran\u0131n d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131, onun h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259sini \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fdirirdi.
Bura t\u0259s\u0259d\u00fcf\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u0259d\u0259d\u0259n hu\u015funu itir\u0259r\u0259k, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t da\u015flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda qald\u0131qdan sonra, sa\u011f qalmaq ist\u0259yi a\u011fris\u0131na g\u00fcc g\u0259lib onu oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131raraq buraya g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz vaxt\u0131 bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 diqq\u0259ti c\u0259lb etm\u0259d\u0259n, sah\u0259ni ke\u00e7m\u0259k is\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u018ftrafda irili x\u0131rdal\u0131 \u00e7uxurlar \u00e7ox idi. Kol- kosla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bu \u00e7uxurlar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda h\u0259yat\u0131na son qoya bil\u0259c\u0259k t\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi. Dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 sa\u011f qalmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yegan\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu, \u00e7\u00fcxurlar\u0131n birind\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k, havan\u0131n qaralmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u00d6mr\u00fcn g\u0259nclik \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 olur. A\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z-ac\u0131s\u0131z, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, h\u0259m d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rsiz…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n olub ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rin f\u0259rqin\u0259 bel\u0259 varmadan g\u00fcnl\u0259rin nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyin\u0259 diqq\u0259t etmirs\u0259n. T\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z hesab etdiyin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir i\u015f\u0259 s\u0259rf ed\u0259r\u0259k f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yin d\u0259 t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z olur. Sonunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0259hr\u0259man olmaz deyibl\u0259r. G\u00f6z\u0259l deyimdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Sonunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259nin d\u0259 sonu b\u0259lli olmaz. Bu da bir h\u0259qiqi h\u0259yat d\u0259rsidir. Hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n yana\u015fma\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, h\u0259m h\u0259yat, h\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259yat haqq\u0131nda olan deyiml\u0259r \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 olur…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


… G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f ilk \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rini sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259qib oldu\u011funu bildiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259li idi. Sah\u0259nin i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 do\u011fru h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259r\u0259k, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fi qanqalla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir yerd\u0259 gizl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, a\u011friya d\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259k susuzluqdan qurumu\u015f dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li idi. Yaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, par\u00e7alad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ovuna sahib \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259y\u0259n bir yalquza\u011f\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Yaman isti idi. Havadan as\u0131l\u0131 qalan leyd\u0259 onun t\u0259qib oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015f kimi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131 qalaraq sanki burada he\u00e7 k\u0259sin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 n\u00fcmai\u015f etdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n arxas\u0131nda qalaraq toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259lumatlarla sa\u011f salamat geri qay\u0131tmal\u0131 idi. \u0130\u015fl\u0259r d\u0259 pis getmirdi. Arxada onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq o, t\u0259k idi. Ney\u00e7\u00fcn, t\u0259k g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q verdiyini d\u0259 anlam\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n yox idi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Sad\u0259c\u0259 o bunu ara\u015fd\u0131rmaq fikrind\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn heyfsl\u0259nmirdi. Bel\u0259 laz\u0131m idi. Ona, ke\u015fiyind\u0259 dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259, minl\u0259rl\u0259 evsiz- e\u015fiksiz v\u0259 ba\u015fs\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015f nsanlara bel\u0259 laz\u0131m idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 etdiyi se\u00e7iml\u0259 f\u0259xr edirdi. \u0130nsan V\u0259t\u0259ni il\u0259 taninar. \u0130nsan v\u0259t\u0259nini tan\u0131tmaqla f\u0259xr ed\u0259r. \u018fks halda m\u00f6vqeyind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ist\u0259nil\u0259n vaxt oldu\u011fun yerd\u0259n qovulan s\u0259rs\u0259riy\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


B\u0259z\u0259n onu t\u0259qib ed\u0259r\u0259k axrxas\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin s\u0259sl\u0259ri duyulurdu. Sah\u0259y\u0259 girm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u0259traf\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 arayanlar, onu g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259yat q\u0259rib\u0259dir. B\u0259z\u0259n bu d\u0259f\u0259 anlamad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, sonradan anlama\u011fa m\u0259cbur olursan. Ke\u00e7il\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u0259b\u0259s olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259m anlamaq , h\u0259m d\u0259 anlatmaq g\u00f6z\u0259l bir hisdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


H\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00e7\u0259kdiyi z\u0259hm\u0259t, toplamda \u00fcm\u00fcmi m\u0259qs\u0259din h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irilm\u0259sin\u0259 xidm\u0259t etm\u0259lidir. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr yana\u015fma, birliyin da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b olaraq, h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6z xeyri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na \u015f\u0259rait yarad\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Onu s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131raraq gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 vadar ed\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r, gizl\u0259ndiyi \u0259raziy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qan izini t\u0259qib ed\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259l\u0259 bils\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, sah\u0259y\u0259 girm\u0259y\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259t etmirdil\u0259r. K\u0259nardan baxaraq m\u0259qamlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


F\u00fcrs\u0259tin onlar\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u00f6zg\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259tin\u0259 sahib \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r kimi davran\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00c7oxlar\u0131 bel\u0259 davran\u0131r. T\u0259k d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r yox…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u00d6zg\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259tini m\u0259nims\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, insan talel\u0259ri il\u0259 oynayanlar, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 bet\u0259rdirl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n sevgisi ancaq dill\u0259rind\u0259 olar. Q\u0259lb\u0259n is\u0259 m\u00f6htac olduqlar\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 olarlar. Sahibind\u0259n ala\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 ya\u011fl\u0131 tik\u0259 namin\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fckl\u0259ri h\u0259yat\u0131n n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259, qazannaraq toplad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. Q\u0259rib\u0259 h\u0259yatd\u0131r. H\u0259m qulsan, h\u0259m d\u0259 qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr onlar\u0131n sahibl\u0259rin\u0259 var- d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259rinin deyil, qullar\u0131n\u0131n azalmamas\u0131 daha \u00f6n\u0259mlidir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, o yaral\u0131 idi. \u0130sti onu lap zara g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. B\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n maraql\u0131 anlar\u0131n\u0131 yada salaraq t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131rd\u0131. Dostlar\u0131, yolda\u015flar\u0131 onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. O, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259nd\u0259, yaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gizl\u0259nmy\u0259 m\u0259cbur idi. Geri qay\u0131danda, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni s\u0259ng\u0259rind\u0259 nec\u0259 par\u00e7alad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ham\u0131ya dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 qay\u0131tma\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259rdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n


H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz halda uzanaraq a\u011fr\u0131ya qatlan\u0131b susurdu. Gizlinc\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015f ki\u00e7ik, lakin azad y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 qu\u015fa baxaraq g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eamil Novruzov<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 veteran\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(H\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131 v\u0259 ac\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayan d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc yolda\u015flara h\u0259sr olunur) H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f istid\u0259n yan\u0131rd\u0131. Saralan otlarda…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5476","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-veteran"],"featured_image_urls":{"full":"","thumbnail":"","medium":"","medium_large":"","large":"","1536x1536":"","2048x2048":"","covernews-slider-full":"","covernews-slider-center":"","covernews-featured":"","covernews-medium":"","covernews-medium-square":""},"author_info":{"display_name":"Veteran.az","author_link":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/?author=3"},"category_info":"Veteran d\u00fcnyas\u0131<\/a>","tag_info":"Veteran d\u00fcnyas\u0131","comment_count":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5476","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5476"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5476\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5479,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5476\/revisions\/5479"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5476"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5476"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5476"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}