{"id":4700,"date":"2020-03-09T05:06:54","date_gmt":"2020-03-09T01:06:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=4700"},"modified":"2020-03-09T23:04:58","modified_gmt":"2020-03-09T19:04:58","slug":"olul%c9%99r%c9%99-azadliq-diril%c9%99r%c9%99-olum-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=4700","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6L\u00dcL\u018fR\u018f AZADLIQ, D\u0130R\u0130L\u018fR\u018f \u00d6L\u00dcM!- 3"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Xaqani \u018fd\u0259bo\u011flu<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8230; Bumbuz bax\u0131\u015flardan, donmu\u015f n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n, bomboz sif\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n, nadanl\u0131q quyusuna ox\u015far insanlardan, o\u011fru \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259n, susqun vicdanlardan, yalan\u00e7\u0131 dodaqlardan, yetim yana\u011f\u0131nda donub qalm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 izl\u0259rd\u0259n, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259min k\u00f6s\u00f6v\u00fcyl\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyada \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 saray tik\u0259nl\u0259rin tamahlar\u0131ndan v\u0259 bir d\u0259 param-par\u00e7a edilmi\u015f bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin yor\u011fun v\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259zim\u0259kd\u0259 olan hal\u0131ndan yoruldum. \u00c7ox yoruldum&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Bir zamanlar avropal\u0131lar d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259rininin inki\u015faf\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dini d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n ay\u0131rma\u011fa m\u0259cbur odular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> Bu g\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan d\u00f6vl\u0259tini xilas etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn biznesi d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259n ay\u0131rmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6zg\u0259 yollar dalana dir\u0259nib. G\u00f6r\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xarmaqdansa, o\u011frunun \u0259li k\u0259silm\u0259lidir. Zaman\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259bi budur. M\u0259murlara salam verdins\u0259 barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bir-iksini axtarmaqla g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k qurmaq, sabun k\u00f6p\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n ev tikm\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu \u00f6lk\u0259 bizimdir, bu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t boynumuza bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f k\u0259f\u0259n kimidir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130st\u0259m\u0259s\u0259niz d\u0259 bu k\u0259f\u0259nl\u0259 d\u0259fn olunma\u011fa m\u0259hkumuq. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r bir pisliy\u0259 g\u00f6z yumdu\u011fumuz q\u0259d\u0259r biz d\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar\u0131q. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t qapan\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259mura haqq qazand\u0131rd\u0131qca g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n c\u0259zam\u0131z \u00e7uvallarla endiril\u0259c\u0259k. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 bir atalar misal\u0131nda deyildiyi kimi, \u00f6z \u015f\u0259xsi i\u015finin a\u015fmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn &#171;erm\u0259niy\u0259 f\u0259xar\u0259tl\u0259 day\u0131 dey\u0259n b\u0259dzatlardan&#187; m\u0259d\u0259d dil\u0259yinc\u0259 duam\u0131z hasil olmayacaq. \u0130st\u0259r sev, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 nifr\u0259t et: Bu V\u0259t\u0259n bizimdir. Bu torpaqda do\u011fuldu\u011fun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, harada olsan da s\u0259nin n\u0259\u015finin 20 qraml\u0131q torpa\u011f\u0131, geriy\u0259, buradak\u0131 bir m\u0259zarl\u0131qda t\u0259hvil veril\u0259c\u0259k. Bunu unutma&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Oldu\u011fumuz yerl\u0259rd\u0259 pislikl\u0259ri pisl\u0259y\u0259-pisl\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259r birimiz pis olmaq n\u00f6vb\u0259sin\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. \u00c7\u00fcnki yolumuzu \u00e7oxdan itirmi\u015fik. Sokrat deyirdi ki, &#171;\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259yi\u015fin, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da d\u0259yi\u015fin&#187;. Biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259sini t\u0259l\u0259b edirik. D\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259rik, amma biz d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259rik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 biz\u0259 &#171;elm \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259&#187;- dey\u0259 pulu erm\u0259nimi verir? Layiq olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u0259qama sahib olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn &#171;haqq\u0131&#187; erm\u0259nimi verir? \u0130stedads\u0131z v\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsizliyi il\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259si yerlimizi v\u0259 ya qohumumuzu erm\u0259nimi qaba\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kir? \u018fz\u0259li torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 25 illik i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda qalmas\u0131na bu g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k d\u00f6z\u0259nl\u0259r kiml\u0259rdir? Biz mill\u0259t olmaq sevdas\u0131ndayk\u0259n vur-tut \u00f6z nadanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla &#171;yeraz, qaraz, qraz, selaz, k\u00fcraz&#187; v\u0259 s. ola bildik. Bilirsinizmi niy\u0259? \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc qar\u011fan\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 sal\u0131b b\u00fclb\u00fcl m\u0259har\u0259tini t\u0259l\u0259b edirik. Ula\u011fa at y\u0259h\u0259ri qoyub, \u015fah\u0259 qalxmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik. S\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ni qolumuz \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 tutub t\u0259rlan kimi ov ovlamas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik. Biz x\u0259rc-x\u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259 M\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 var\u0131b Allahdan 2&#215;2-nin 7 el\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 dua edirik v\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb bu duan\u0131n nazil olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik. Biz bel\u0259c\u0259 Pifaqorun vurma c\u0259dv\u0259lind\u0259 s\u0259hv axtara-axtara g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yel\u0259 veririk. Biz n\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259diyimizi he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 bilmirik. Amma g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik. Bir pisd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k \u00e7ox pis\u0259 bax\u0131b az pisin atas\u0131na r\u0259hm\u0259t oxuma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>&#8230;V\u0259 ham\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Amma bu adamlar n\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259dikl\u0259rini v\u0259 son d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 zaman s\u0259maya baxd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fun. Siz n\u0259 vaxt ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b s\u0259maya baxm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>H\u0259yat\u0131mda he\u00e7 qorxmad\u0131m. M\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlar bilir ki, g\u0259r\u0259k olan yerd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc dedim. Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131nda da \u00f6n t\u0259r\u0259f bizd\u0259n ba\u015flanard\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259sini duydu\u011fum g\u00fcn: &#171;G\u0259ldins\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259ldin, \u00d6l\u00fcm &#171;- dedim. Gec\u0259nin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 durna qatar\u0131 kimi yar\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259nin hans\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nim olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da seyr etdim. Qoxmad\u0131m. Amma son zamanlar qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. Bizd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259slin bizl\u0259ri s\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxuram. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n insanl\u0131q s\u0259hn\u0259sind\u0259n nec\u0259 endirildiyini seyr etm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram. Yalan\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131l i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 yollar\u0131 v\u0259 do\u011fru s\u00f6z\u00fcn qada\u011fan edildiyi m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n qorxuram. M\u0259d\u0259si u\u011frunda Dar a\u011fac\u0131na d\u0131rma\u015fan be\u015f q\u0259piklik adamc\u0131qlardan qorxuram. Ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259ri qaranl\u0131q v\u0259 \u00fcfiql\u0259ri dumanl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n sabahlardan qorxuram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Son vaxtlar \u0259m\u0259lli ba\u015fl\u0131 qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. 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