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Veteran.az \u0130sve\u00e7d\u0259 ya\u015fayan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-jurnalist Vahid Qazinin q\u0131z\u0131 N\u0259rgiz Qazinin yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259qdim edir:<\/em>V\u0259t\u0259ni q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 ya\u015famaq…<\/strong>\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

«525-ci q\u0259zet\u201din 20 yanvar \u015f\u0259hidi, \u015fair \u00dclvi B\u00fcnyadzad\u0259nin anadan olmas\u0131n\u0131n 50 illiyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik m\u00f6vzusunda \u015feir v\u0259 esse m\u00fcsabiq\u0259si haqda elan\u0131 vaxt\u0131n bitm\u0259sin\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qalm\u0131\u015f internetd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm ald\u0131. \u0130ki ay imi\u015f elan olundu\u011fu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Bax\u0131ram, 21 saat qal\u0131b m\u00fcsabiq\u0259 vaxt\u0131n\u0131n bitm\u0259yin\u0259. 21 illik v\u0259t\u0259n duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 21 saata nec\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131m ax\u0131, m\u0259n yaz\u0131q! C\u0259hd ed\u0259c\u0259m, dedim.
M\u0259nc\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nin k\u00f6k\u00fc insan\u0131n ruhunda, q\u0259lbind\u0259dir! Onu h\u0259r\u0259 bir c\u00fcr duyur.
V\u0259t\u0259n t\u0259k torpaq, da\u011f-da\u015f deyil, birin\u0259 ana quca\u011f\u0131, ata oca\u011f\u0131, birin\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 do\u011fuldu\u011fu yer, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fc evdir. O birin\u0259 u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 min oyundan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 xal\u0131, g\u0259b\u0259dir v\u0259t\u0259n. «O biri\u201d dediyim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m el\u0259. Saat hesab\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259diyim \u0130KEA sat\u0131\u015f m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 xal\u0131lar sat\u0131lan b\u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259mizin Qaraba\u011fda toxudu\u011fu g\u0259b\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. \u0130ndi r\u0259ngi qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f o xal\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259rini \u0130KEA-n\u0131n palazlar\u0131 anlatd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


V\u0259t\u0259n bizi biz ed\u0259ndir. \u015e\u0259xsimizi, kimliyimizi formala\u015fd\u0131ran, tamamlayand\u0131r. «Q\u00fcrb\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n q\u0259dri bilm\u0259z\u201d. M\u0259nc\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tam d\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z!
\u0130ndi 21 ya\u015f\u0131m var, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7oxunu, 14 ilini Az\u0259rbaycanda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. Geri qalan 7 ilini is\u0259 \u0130sve\u00e7d\u0259. Filosoflar\u0131n bir \u00e7oxu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, v\u0259t\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc aid etdiyin yerdir. M\u0259nims\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc aid hiss etdiyim yer yoxdur. Az\u0259rbaycanda b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcm ev yoxdur art\u0131q, \u0130sve\u00e7d\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7hak\u00f6\u00e7l\u0259rimiz \u00e7ox oldu.
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc aid hiss etdiyim v\u0259t\u0259nim xatir\u0259l\u0259rimdir. B\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259 qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n t\u0259ndird\u0259 bi\u015firdiyi \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin \u0259trini \u0130sve\u00e7d\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 anlada bil\u0259r\u0259m ax\u0131? Qubada getdiyimiz hamamlard\u0131 m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nim, di g\u0259l Avropal\u0131ya hamam k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc izah el\u0259. M\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nim X\u0131z\u0131 yollar\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 da\u011flard\u0131r, Mars planeti tam bu da\u011flar olmas\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259k. O q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015fviqin evidir V\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


V\u0259t\u0259n yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n bir g\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 Be\u015fbarmaq da\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 qal\u0131b. Bura dua etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lir adamlar. Sanki tanr\u0131 adam\u0131 da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda daha ayd\u0131n e\u015fidirmi\u015f. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 ora ged\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedil\u0259r ki, ziyar\u0259tdi bura, \u00e7oxlu dua el\u0259. S\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fc onda i\u00e7imd\u0259n dua etm\u0259k g\u0259lm\u0259di, o g\u00fcn ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin batmas\u0131n\u0131 seyr el\u0259dim sad\u0259c\u0259, dua yerin\u0259. Da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atanda anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m bu da\u011fla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00e7oxlu \u0259fsan\u0259l\u0259rin haradan do\u011fdu\u011funu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


M\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nim X\u0131nal\u0131qd\u0131r \u2013 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qonaqp\u0259rv\u0259r oldu\u011fumuzu m\u0259n\u0259 anladan yerdir bura. Xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram, X\u0131nal\u0131\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n toy \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q, y\u00fcz ilin do\u011fmas\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131q kimi b\u00f6y\u00fck bir s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bizi toya d\u0259v\u0259t el\u0259dil\u0259r. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bir ail\u0259nin \u00fczv\u00fc kimi hiss el\u0259dim. Avropal\u0131ya bu insani istiliyi duydura bil\u0259r\u0259mmi? Anlayarm\u0131 m\u0259ni?
M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259n «Razin\u201dd\u0259 ya\u015fayan xalamgild\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim Novruz bayram\u0131d\u0131r. Xalam u\u015faqlar\u0131 il\u0259 qap\u0131 pusma\u011f\u0131md\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n. M\u0259nd\u0259n ya\u015fca b\u00f6y\u00fck olan u\u015faqlar\u0131n m\u0259ni ki\u00e7ik g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00fcsd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131qd\u0131r V\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Burnumun ucunun g\u00f6yn\u0259diyi \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l an\u0131lar\u0131mdan biri d\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rimdir. \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t gimnaziyas\u0131ndan ruhuma hopdurduqlar\u0131m. \u0130mtahan vaxt\u0131 h\u0259r risk\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n bir-birimiz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etdiyimiz anlard\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n! Birliyin, birg\u0259liyin g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259si idi bu. \u0130sve\u00e7 m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey f\u0259rqlidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Yayda b\u0259z\u0259n qohumlar X\u0131z\u0131dak\u0131 balaca evimiz\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fard\u0131, 30-40 n\u0259f\u0259r olard\u0131q. Yer olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan o gec\u0259l\u0259r yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m stolun alt\u0131 idi yurd yerim. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259r\u0259m o gec\u0259y\u0259, o balaca k\u00fcnc\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259n babam\u0131n dinl\u0259diyi Q\u0259dir R\u00fcst\u0259movun s\u0259sidir. Babam sa\u011f olanda anlamazd\u0131m bunu, indi v\u0259t\u0259n olub o s\u0259s m\u0259n\u0259. \u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259nim stilim deyil onun oxumalar\u0131, b\u0259s, niy\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259tim \u00fcrp\u0259\u015fir?!
M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn A\u011fcak\u0259nddir v\u0259t\u0259n! Buran\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 Qaraba\u011f dey\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r. Atam\u0131n, anam\u0131n g\u0259nclik oyla\u011f\u0131 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131, A\u011fdam\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259n kimi g\u0259zdim oran\u0131. Niy\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Qaraba\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259min, babam\u0131n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r anlatd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 \u0259n dadl\u0131 \u00e7iy\u0259ni, qayma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 bir d\u0259 kabab\u0131 yediyim yerd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram siz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Az\u0259rbaycana g\u0259ldiyimizd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rini k\u0259nara qoyaraq, ne\u00e7\u0259 y\u00fcz kilometr yol s\u00fcr\u00fcb biz\u0259 A\u011fcak\u0259nd qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q v\u0259t\u0259nin nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l yerl\u0259rini g\u0259zdir\u0259n day\u0131m\u0131n biz\u0259 sevgisidir V\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u00c7ox uzatd\u0131m dey\u0259s\u0259n! Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olan b\u00fct\u00fcn an\u0131lar\u0131m Az\u0259rbaycandad\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcnki v\u0259t\u0259nimdir ora!<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u0130sve\u00e7d\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u015fqa g\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r kimi «k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn\u201d yox, «Az\u0259rbaycandan olan q\u0131z\u201d dey\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar. Bu, m\u0259n\u0259 olmaz\u0131n f\u0259r\u0259hin verir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Baxmay\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n azl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, BMT-nin Helsinqborq \u015f\u0259h\u0259r n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259liyinin r\u0259hb\u0259ri t\u0259yin olunmu\u015fam bir ildir. Stokholmdan \u00fcz\u00fc b\u0259ri ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n t\u0259dbird\u0259 qlobal iqlim d\u0259yi\u015fikliyi, cender b\u0259rab\u0259rliyi, miqrasiya probleml\u0259ri v\u0259 ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnya probleml\u0259ri \u00f6z yerind\u0259, Qaraba\u011f\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131ndan da s\u00f6z sal\u0131ram yeri g\u0259ldikc\u0259. B\u0259z\u0259n lap yeri olmasa bel\u0259. Niy\u0259? Niy\u0259si haqda he\u00e7 vaxt d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ndi, m\u0259hz bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri yazanda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm \u2013 m\u0259n\u0259 bunlar\u0131 etdir\u0259n n\u0259dir? El\u0259 bilirsiniz, bilir\u0259m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Bir g\u00fcn \u0130sve\u00e7in Karlskrona \u015f\u0259h\u0259r b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259si \u00c7ind\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 hey\u0259ti \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn konsert proqram\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil el\u0259mi\u015fdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 ora piano\u00e7u kimi d\u0259v\u0259t olunmu\u015fdum. O g\u00fcn Vaqif Mustafaz\u0259d\u0259nin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc idi. \u00c7inli m\u00fcsafirl\u0259r\u0259 Vaqifi q\u0131saca tan\u0131d\u0131b onun «Bayat\u0131 \u015eiraz\u201d \u0259s\u0259rini ifa etdim. O alq\u0131\u015flar m\u0259n\u0259 yox, Mustafazad\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn idi. O an o s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nim Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259 idi. (Burada dinl\u0259: «Bayat\u0131 \u015eiraz\u201d )
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