\u0130brahim R\u00fcst\u0259mli<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u0259rbi jurnalist<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu yaz\u0131 c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm v\u0259 8 Mart bayram\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra t\u0259brik etdiyim qad\u0131n haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n 1993-c\u00fc il idi. Mart ay\u0131 el\u0259 ilk g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259rt \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 ezam olunmu\u015fdum. A\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r gedirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tabor komandiri qazmada, odun sobas\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. Oca\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259ri sir-sif\u0259tini yalad\u0131qca, yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qos-qoca bir k\u0259d\u0259r vard\u0131. Amma \u00f6z\u00fc cavan idi. Nazik-uzun barmaqlar\u0131na baxanda k\u00f6kd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 pianinomuzu xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 siqareti sonad\u0259k t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259nmi\u015fdi, k\u00fcl\u00fc k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n sallan\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc zorla m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdar oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m. Buz kimi soyuq, q\u0131l\u0131nc kimi iti bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n rahatl\u0131qla adlatd\u0131m. Bel\u0259 yerl\u0259rd\u0259 jurnalistl\u0259rin \u201carzuolunmaz qonaq\u201d kimi qar\u015f\u0131lanmas\u0131 adi hald\u0131. \u201cNec\u0259s\u0259n\u201d, \u201cn\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox\u201d kimi yersiz suallar da s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 adama ad\u0259t\u0259n anadan \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fulmu\u015f u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n Qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yana \u0259ydi, soban\u0131n b\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259ki taxta m\u0259rmi qutusunu g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Qutunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 quzu d\u0259risi s\u0259rilmi\u015fdi. Sonra bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7irkd\u0259n r\u0259ngi bilinm\u0259y\u0259n fincanlara zill\u0259yib k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isin\u0259 \u00e7ay g\u0259tirm\u0259yi \u201ctap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u201d. \u018fsl c\u0259bh\u0259 komandirl\u0259ri dild\u0259n l\u0259ng olur. Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 da\u015f qayaya rast g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Bir az da ke\u00e7s\u0259ydi, lal oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kdim. Dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan t\u0259nb\u0259l-t\u0259nb\u0259l s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fc kimi yor\u011fun-ar\u011f\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri s\u00fckutu zorla diliml\u0259di:<\/p>\n\n\n\n — S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259d\u0259k yaral\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b yaz\u0131q. \u0130ndil\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Ad\u0259t\u0259n bel\u0259 m\u0259qamlarda s\u00fckutla qaynay\u0131b-qar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, s\u0259ssizliyin n\u0259bzini tutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fard\u0131m. Sakitc\u0259 ir\u0259li ke\u00e7ib t\u0259klif olunan yerd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdim. Qoca da m\u0259niml\u0259 idi. Fotoqraf \u018fli Qafarovu deyir\u0259m. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik yaman yorulmu\u015fdu. H\u0259l\u0259 bura g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za s\u0131sqa bir arx \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Arx\u0131 addayanda aya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00dcz\u00fcqoylu yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259zliy\u0259 vurdum. Qoca q\u00fcrurlu adam idi. Amma oturan kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynim\u0259 qoyub m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn idi s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259 addaya-addaya c\u0259bh\u0259 x\u0259ttini aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Qocan\u0131n yuxusu s\u00fckutun \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc bir az da uzatd\u0131\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n idi. Q\u0131rx\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 haqlamazd\u0131. Amma bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131na uyu\u015fmayan qeyri-adi n\u0259s\u0259 vard\u0131. Bir anl\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu xan\u0131m q\u0131rx illik \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015famay\u0131b. Hardasa iyirmi il bundan qabaq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib ya da. Ya da \u00e7ox erk\u0259n qocal\u0131b. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n iki d\u0259f\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u00fcz qar\u015f\u0131mda oturdu. Tabor komandirinin yerind\u0259. Amma iyirmi ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u0259nc xan\u0131m kimi\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u018fll\u0259rini dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. B\u0259st\u0259boy idi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259nizi xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Cod sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda t\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259 daraq izl\u0259ri vard\u0131. Rahat otursun dey\u0259 c\u00fctl\u0259diyi ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yana \u0259ymi\u015fdi. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u00fcrk\u0259klik duyulurdu. Dey\u0259s\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259n boylanan o g\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131 n\u0259 susdura, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilirdi. Q\u0131rx ya\u015f\u0131nda iyirmi ya\u015fl\u0131 bir xan\u0131m kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, utan\u0131rd\u0131 o qad\u0131n b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u018fll\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fc, sir-sif\u0259ti c\u0131z\u0131q-c\u0131z\u0131q idi. El\u0259 bil pi\u015fik c\u0131rmaqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi qan\u0131 laxtalanm\u0131\u015f yaralar\u0131na zill\u0259mi\u015fdim. Bu yaralar, bu qan laxtalar\u0131 onun haqq\u0131nda o q\u0259d\u0259r obrazl\u0131, o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dindirm\u0259y\u0259 he\u00e7 ehtiyac duymurdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ancaq qad\u0131n f\u00fcrs\u0259ti f\u00f6vt\u0259 verm\u0259di. Diqq\u0259timi \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259fild\u0259n tabor komandirin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evrildi v\u0259 i\u00e7d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n uca s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n — Gombuldan n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r var? \u2013 dedi.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Tabor komandirinin t\u00fck\u00fc d\u0259 d\u0259b\u0259rm\u0259di. Az qala ikiqat b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb qazman\u0131n ensiz, al\u00e7aq qap\u0131s\u0131ndan yanp\u00f6rt\u00fc bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bu vaxt s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259n Qocan\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdim. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 deyib-g\u00fcl\u00fcr, zarafatla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar qazmada \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturmu\u015fduq. Daha qa\u00e7ma\u011fa yerimiz, gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 sirrimiz qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00e7ox d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130st\u0259yirdi ki, onun qad\u0131n oldu\u011funu biryolluq unudum, yaddan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131m. Tez-tez g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131dan bay\u0131ra boylanma\u011f\u0131, yax\u0131nl\u0131qda partlayan m\u0259rmil\u0259rin gurultusuna qulaq k\u0259slim\u0259yi d\u0259 bundan \u00f6tr\u00fc idi. Arada n\u0259s\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015f kimi sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 \u00e7iyni sallanan \u0259sg\u0259r g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sinin yaxas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, uzunbo\u011faz \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sinin ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b yenid\u0259n d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yirdi. Ancaq bacarm\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki iyirmi ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u0259nc\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131 bu qad\u0131n\u0131n. O \u00e7ox yor\u011fun idi. S\u00f6z dal\u0131nca y\u00fcy\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 taq\u0259ti vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259si. Y\u0259qin el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259r sual\u0131m\u0131 yenid\u0259n t\u0259krarlay\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil ona verdiyim sual\u0131 o da bir ba\u015fqa adama verirdi \u2013 i\u00e7ind\u0259ki g\u0259nc xan\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 soru\u015fanda m\u0259n bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc qad\u0131ndan \u00e7ox, o g\u0259nc xan\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fidirdim. O s\u0259s indid\u0259n d\u00fcz iyirmi il gerid\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O s\u0259sin iyirmi ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. V\u0259 bu iyirmi ya\u015fl\u0131 s\u0259s \u0259trafdak\u0131 m\u0259rmi gurultusunu, ard\u0131-aras\u0131 k\u0259silm\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259rini sanki e\u015fitmirdi, arzularla dolu firavan h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 (iyirmi be\u015finci kadr kimi):<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cQar\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 bu zavall\u0131 qad\u0131n \u0259slind\u0259 m\u0259ni \u2013 g\u0259nc bir q\u0131z\u0131 qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lib c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259. Yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q sevgi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini notlara k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Burada g\u00fcnl\u0259rin r\u0259smi g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259, m\u0259rmil\u0259rl\u0259 c\u0131z\u0131l\u0131r\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r. G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax. G\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki, burada G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259, Ay da yaral\u0131d\u0131. Burada h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259rin sin\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 yeri, h\u0259r ax\u015fam\u0131n yaxas\u0131nda qan l\u0259k\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M\u0259n\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as! Qar\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 qad\u0131na ist\u0259diyin g\u00f6zl\u0259 baxa bil\u0259rs\u0259n, dostum, amma onu he\u00e7 vaxt oldu\u011fu kimi g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n! \u00c7\u00fcnki yaln\u0131z k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r anadan \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fulmurlar! \u00d6l\u00fc do\u011fulan g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u0259 var!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n S\u0259n indi inamla \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259nin, m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259 nifr\u0259tin, s\u0259daq\u0259tl\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259tin qova-qova yorub \u0259ld\u0259n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz bir qad\u0131nla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturmusan! O \u00f6z taleyinin \u0259sg\u0259ridir! Bu \u0259sg\u0259ri soyuq s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib g\u0259tir\u0259n yollarda yaln\u0131z bir c\u00fct ayaq izi var! Bug\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259, sabah\u0131nda da d\u00fcn\u0259nini ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n ayaq izl\u0259ri d\u0259 t\u0259nha olur\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n S\u0259ng\u0259r h\u0259m d\u0259 olumla \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 verib c\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, qol-qola girib g\u0259zdiyi m\u0259kand\u0131. Burada ham\u0131 sa\u011f qald\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 sevinmir! Burada ham\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nmir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u00fcn\u0259n ax\u015fam Gombulun son s\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u0259 son n\u0259f\u0259sil\u0259 birg\u0259 ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n bu qad\u0131na d\u0259li kimi baxma! Kol-kosdan yap\u0131\u015fa-yap\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f meydan\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 zorla s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259nc bir zabitin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 o h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n inanm\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki x\u0259yallar\u0131 il\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259yini, c\u0259sar\u0259til\u0259 sevgisini qoruyur!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n H\u0259m d\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir! H\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259ng\u0259r torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z dili var. El\u0259 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259kil\u0259rin d\u0259! Burda g\u00fcll\u0259-g\u00fcll\u0259, m\u0259rmi-m\u0259rmi da\u015f\u0131nan h\u00f6kml\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 aparm\u0131r! B\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qaytar\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n S\u0259n indi bar\u0131t qoxusu ver\u0259n suallar\u0131nla m\u00fcharib\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rini kim\u0259 xat\u0131rlatmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n! O h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rin iyirmi illik yol yolda\u015f\u0131nam\u0131!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Burda h\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rin \u00f6z na\u011f\u0131l\u0131, h\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z \u0259fsan\u0259si var. S\u0259n ona m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 bax! Orada m\u00fcdafi\u0259siz bir qad\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdafi\u0259sin\u0259 qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 adamlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n h\u0259m d\u0259. O adamlar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra soyuq s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 qoyub getdiyi bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t var ancaq: Qad\u0131nlar sevildikl\u0259ri g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k ya\u015fayarlar. Qad\u0131nlar at\u0131ld\u0131qlar\u0131 ya\u015fda qalarlar. V\u0259 bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt qocalmazlar. V\u0259 bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6lm\u0259zl\u0259r\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259tim \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Ancaq yaz\u0131m d\u0259rc olundu\u011fu g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k uzand\u0131. Mart\u0131n yeddisi idi. Bayram t\u0259brikim \u00fcr\u0259yimc\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. U\u015faq kimi sevinirdim. D\u0259rhal s\u0259hra telefonunun d\u0259st\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb tabor komandirin\u0259 z\u0259ng vurdum. Verg\u00fcl\u00fc, n\u00f6qt\u0259si bilinm\u0259y\u0259n \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rim d\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n qara x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n — Snayperl\u0259 vurdular onu\u2026 Yaral\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259ri d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f meydan\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xaranda\u2026 El\u0259 s\u0259n ged\u0259n g\u00fcn\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu m\u0259nim Q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m\u0131n ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011fu g\u00fcn idi. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Aradan ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 biz Onunla xeyli d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik. Aradan ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 O m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fdi, h\u0259l\u0259 sa\u011f idi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ancaq ill\u0259r sonra haqq\u0131nda b\u0259hs ed\u0259n m\u0259qal\u0259mi itirdiyimi bil\u0259nd\u0259 Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 \u015e\u0259hid oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 qatil \u00f6z\u00fcm idim..<\/p>\n\n\n\n O vaxtdan sin\u0259mi a\u011facd\u0259l\u0259n kimi bir s\u0259s d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yir. O s\u0259si d\u0259rhal tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Unudulmu\u015f q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m\u0131n bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 min d\u0259f\u0259\u2026 \u015e\u0259hid oldu\u011funu da o s\u0259s p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qulaqlar\u0131ma!<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu o idi! Onun s\u0259si idi! \u00d6z s\u0259si! O s\u0259s m\u00fcdafi\u0259siz bir xan\u0131m\u0131n m\u00fcdafi\u0259sin\u0259 qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlara s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 miras qoyub getdiyi sonuncu h\u0259qiq\u0259tini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n — Adam hasar\u0131n o tay\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn dey\u0259, hasar\u0131n bu tay\u0131nda namusunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaz!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n P.S. Adam hasar\u0131n bu tay\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn dey\u0259, hasar\u0131n o tay\u0131nda namusunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmamal\u0131d\u0131r\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130brahim R\u00fcst\u0259mli H\u0259rbi jurnalist Bu yaz\u0131 c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm v\u0259 8 Mart bayram\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra t\u0259brik…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":2949,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2948","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sq","category-veteran"],"featured_image_urls":{"full":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6.jpg",640,960,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6-200x300.jpg",200,300,true],"medium_large":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6.jpg",640,960,false],"large":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6.jpg",640,960,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6.jpg",640,960,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6.jpg",640,960,false],"covernews-slider-full":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6.jpg",477,715,false],"covernews-slider-center":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6-640x897.jpg",357,500,true],"covernews-featured":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6.jpg",640,960,false],"covernews-medium":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6-640x380.jpg",540,321,true],"covernews-medium-square":["https:\/\/veteran.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/OWfKU6-640x450.jpg",356,250,true]},"author_info":{"display_name":"Veteran.az","author_link":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/?author=3"},"category_info":"Silahl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259r<\/a> Veteran d\u00fcnyas\u0131<\/a>","tag_info":"Veteran d\u00fcnyas\u0131","comment_count":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2948","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2948"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2948\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2950,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2948\/revisions\/2950"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2949"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2948"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2948"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2948"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}