M\u0259ni arzular\u0131ndan, arzular\u0131ma do\u011fru apara-apara, nec\u0259 qocald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 his etm\u0259din. S\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq m\u0259n, s\u0259ni \u201carzular\u0131na\u201d apara bilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bizl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr etdiyin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, he\u00e7 vaxt heyfsl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri, geri qaytarmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olsa idi, yenid\u0259n biziml\u0259 birlikd\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131na davam ed\u0259rdin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gizlic\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyin ac\u0131lara baxmayaraq, s\u0259nin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259z xo\u015fb\u0259xt anlar\u0131 biziml\u0259 oldu\u011fun vaxlard\u0131r. Bu vaxt\u0131n davaml\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259ti, he\u00e7 s\u0259ni qocaltmas\u0131n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz s\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b sevin\u0259k, s\u0259ns\u0259 biz\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nib h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259md\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq olasan. He\u00e7 vaxt d\u0259rdini duyurmayan, mehribanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259yini hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, anam…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u0259yatm\u0131 \u0259dal\u0259tsizdir, yoxsa m\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015f verdiyini anlamadl\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na \u201c\u015f\u0259rik\u201c ola bilm\u0259yib, \u00e7\u0259kdiyin \u0131ztirablar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259rk\u0259n, aciz oldu\u011fumu q\u0259bul etm\u0259yim, m\u0259ni cox sars\u0131d\u0131r. N\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 daima b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n bir u\u015faq kimiyik. Sonsuz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tinin qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ac\u0131lar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 \u201cg\u00f6st\u0259rdiyimiz \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyimizi\u201c duysanda he\u00e7 vaxt biruz\u0259 vermirs\u0259n. Ovlad\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259sin k\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur tutmaq h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ana h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 olub. M\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc sayiram ba\u015fqa hesab m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259z. Haqq \u0259dal\u0259t deyil\u0259n, \u00fclvi arzular v\u0259 yuxu g\u0259tir\u0259n na\u011f\u0131llardan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ancaq m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yat verib onu sev\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259rk etm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259nin, z\u0259hm\u0259tinin qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 acizliyimi anlamaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259klikd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim ya\u015fla dolur. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m m\u0259ni bu halda g\u00f6r\u0259n olsun. Yenid\u0259n u\u015faq olsam, qa\u00e7araq yan\u0131na g\u0259lib, he\u00e7 k\u0259sd\u0259n gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k doyunca a\u011flayard\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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