{"id":17571,"date":"2022-07-18T09:12:24","date_gmt":"2022-07-18T05:12:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=17571"},"modified":"2022-07-18T09:12:24","modified_gmt":"2022-07-18T05:12:24","slug":"muhasir%c9%99d%c9%99ydik-dedim-%c9%99sir-duss%c9%99k-m%c9%99ni-qarabagda-doyus%c9%99n-aktrisa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/veteran.az\/?p=17571","title":{"rendered":"\u201cM\u00fchasir\u0259d\u0259ydik, dedim \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259k, m\u0259ni…» — QARABA\u011eDA D\u00d6Y\u00dc\u015e\u018fN AKTR\u0130SA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

G\u0259nc Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar Teatr\u0131n\u0131n sevil\u0259n aktrisas\u0131, Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sinin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Simuz\u0259r A\u011faki\u015fiyeva Teleqraf.com \u2013un suallar\u0131n\u0131 cavabland\u0131r\u0131b.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qeyd: Simuz\u0259r A\u011faki\u015fiyeva 1972-ci ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub. 1990-c\u0131 ild\u0259 M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t Universitetin\u0259 q\u0259bul olub. Mikay\u0131l Mirz\u0259, \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dova, B\u0259hram Osmanov kimi s\u0259n\u0259tkarlardan d\u0259rs al\u0131b. H\u0259l\u0259 1-ci kursda oxuyanda \u018fnv\u0259r \u018fblucun rejissoru oldu\u011fu \u201cP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259\u201d filmind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib. Sonralar C\u0259nn\u0259t S\u0259limovan\u0131n Kamera teatr\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b, 2009-cu il oktyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 1-d\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t G\u0259nc Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar Teatr\u0131n\u0131n aktrisas\u0131d\u0131r. Teatrda G\u00fclt\u0259kin (Ayd\u0131n\u201d C.Cabbarl\u0131), \u015e\u0259r\u0259f (\u201cM\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 yol\u201dC.M\u0259mm\u0259dquluzad\u0259), Sona xan\u0131m (\u201cHac\u0131 Qara\u201d M. F.Axundov), Selcan xan\u0131m (\u201c\u015eahzad\u0259 X\u0259z\u0259rin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u201d K.A\u011fabalayev) v\u0259 ba\u015fqa rollarda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edir. \u201cQo\u00e7 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u201d v\u0259 \u201cSirr\u201d seriallar\u0131na, \u201cP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259\u201d v\u0259 \u201cProkuror\u201d b\u0259dii filml\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Simuz\u0259r xan\u0131m, bu yax\u0131nlarda m\u00fc\u0259llifi oldu\u011funuz \u201cQ\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q n\u00fcmun\u0259si\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 \u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nuru v\u0259t\u0259n\u201d adl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dli filminiz t\u0259qdim olundu. S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz\u0259 kitabla ba\u015flamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— M\u0259n Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sinin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yam. V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgi h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259dir. 2020-ci ild\u0259 h\u0259r bir az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi bizim d\u0259 ail\u0259mizd\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 \u015f\u0259raiti idi. H\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259ni, h\u0259r an\u0131 biz — \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimizl\u0259 birg\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 bil\u0259nd\u0259ki orada n\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verir…Ax\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259nin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu orada olan insan daha yax\u015f\u0131 bilir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha a\u011f\u0131r idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn yeni x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r e\u015fidirdik. Etiraf edir\u0259m ki, \u0259vv\u0259l i\u00e7imd\u0259 inams\u0131zl\u0131q var idi, Aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 istinad\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f g\u00fcnl\u00fck m\u00fcharib\u0259 olacaq. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259ydi ki, h\u0259yat\u0131mda yan\u0131lma\u011f\u0131m\u0131, dediyim s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 pe\u015fman olmaq ist\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma m\u00fcharib\u0259 itkisiz olmur. II Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131n insanlar\u0131m\u0131 itirdim. M\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar\u0131 var. Y\u0259qin ki, Allah m\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259ki arzunu, ist\u0259yi g\u00f6r\u00fcb. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259yatda he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259-bel\u0259 ba\u015f vermir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cQ\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q n\u00fcmun\u0259si\u201d kitab\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan G\u00f6zd\u0259n \u018flill\u0259r C\u0259miyy\u0259tinin layih\u0259sidir. Kitab II Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn nurunu itir\u0259n o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131za, igidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 h\u0259sr olunur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Kitabda ne\u00e7\u0259 qazi haqda m\u0259lumat yer al\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— 17 qazid\u0259n b\u0259hs edilir. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 G\u00f6zd\u0259n \u018flill\u0259r C\u0259miyy\u0259tin\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldum: Amin, K\u0259nan v\u0259 \u0130smay\u0131l. Onlara qulaq asark\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ya\u015f ax\u0131rd\u0131. Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdikc\u0259, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgil\u0259rini hiss etdikc\u0259…1995, 1996, 1998-ci il t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcdl\u00fc bu u\u015faqlar sanki bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f insan kimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ev\u0259 g\u0259ldim, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259n bu kitab\u0131 nec\u0259 yazacam? Yaza bil\u0259c\u0259mmi? M\u0259n hans\u0131 i\u015fin alt\u0131na girmi\u015f\u0259m, ilahi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra oturub d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, dedim ki, bu bir missiyad\u0131r. Bunu Allah m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259sib edib v\u0259 bunu etm\u0259liy\u0259m. Yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z dualar etdim. Allah m\u0259n\u0259 yol a\u00e7d\u0131…Qazil\u0259rin vasit\u0259sil\u0259 dig\u0259r qazil\u0259rimiz\u0259 \u0259limiz \u00e7atd\u0131. Depressiyada olan qazil\u0259rimiz var idi, dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r. Amma zamanla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n onlara bir yazar kimi yox, bir ana, dost, bac\u0131, yolda\u015f kimi yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Onlar bu s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti hiss edirdil\u0259r. M\u0259nim dan\u0131\u015f\u0131q t\u0259rzim, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259tim onlar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 qazand\u0131rd\u0131: dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdik, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fdik. \u018fslind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, m\u0259n onlarla telefon vasit\u0259sil\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b, m\u0259lumatlar\u0131 alacam, daha sonra kitab\u0131 yazacam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma bu i\u015fl\u0259r bel\u0259 olmur. El\u0259 qazil\u0259rimiz var idi ki, m\u0259n onlarla d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Ax\u0131 kim \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259kini ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131na dey\u0259r? Ortada etibar olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bu g\u00fcv\u0259ni qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bu kitabda g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn nurunu itir\u0259n 17 qazi haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat var. Amma onlar\u0131n say\u0131 300-d\u0259n \u00e7oxdur. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259ri haqda da yaz\u0131lacaq. Axtar\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z davam edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bayaq da dediyim kimi qazil\u0259rin \u00e7oxunu el\u0259 qazil\u0259r vasit\u0259sil\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. G\u00f6zd\u0259n \u018flill\u0259r C\u0259miyy\u0259ti onlar\u0131n h\u0259yata tutunma\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox d\u0259st\u0259k olur. Qazil\u0259rin reabilitasiyas\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259 t\u0259min olunmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r. H\u0259tta ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 daxil olmaq bax\u0131m\u0131ndan da qazil\u0259rimiz\u0259 yard\u0131m edirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cO g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259mirdim\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Siz\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etm\u0259l\u0259rinin s\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— \u018fslind\u0259 bu teatr\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n aktrisas\u0131 \u0130lqar\u0259 xan\u0131ma t\u0259klif olunmu\u015fdu. O is\u0259 m\u0259ni m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcb. \u00c7ox sa\u011f olsun. \u00dcmid edir\u0259m ki, etimad\u0131 do\u011frulda bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131 prosesi \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7di. \u0130ki g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itir\u0259n qazi deyir ki, Allah m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 nur vers\u0259, m\u0259n yen\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259r\u0259m, he\u00e7 pe\u015fman deyil\u0259m. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin yan\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u00fc itirm\u0259k n\u0259dir ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir qazimiz deyir ki, Sima xan\u0131m m\u0259nim bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm, amma Amilin iki g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. M\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, inan\u0131n imkan olsa o bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ver\u0259r\u0259m ki, Amil d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itir\u0259n qazimizd\u0259n biri \u00f6z\u00fc yaral\u0131 halda dig\u0259r qazini \u00e7iynin\u0259 al\u0131b deyib s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6z ol, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 ayaq olaram. S\u0259n yolu g\u00f6st\u0259r. \u0130nan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, o, 42 kilometr yol g\u0259lib. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 qurumurdu, yazanda da adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi par\u00e7alan\u0131rd\u0131. Bax\u0131rsan ki, ar\u0131q, \u00e7\u0259limsiz u\u015faqlard\u0131r, amma igiddirl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259n analara qurban olum. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r se\u00e7ilmi\u015fl\u0259rdir. H\u0259r biri bir q\u0259hr\u0259mand\u0131r, igiddir v\u0259 h\u0259r birinin \u00f6z hekay\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n yazar, publisist deyil\u0259m. Amma o yaz\u0131lara sevgimi, \u00fcr\u0259yimi qoymu\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 k\u0259\u015ffiyyat qrupunda yer alm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Xatir\u0259l\u0259rinizi yazm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Yox.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131zdan dolay\u0131 yaza bilm\u0259diniz, yoxsa ba\u015fqa s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r var idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— O g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259mirdim. O m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox itkil\u0259rimiz oldu. M\u0259nim veteran s\u0259n\u0259dim bel\u0259 yoxdur, amma s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259 m\u0259nim ad\u0131ma silah olub. T\u0259k m\u0259n deyil, bu s\u00f6z\u00fc Birinci Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131nda vuru\u015fan h\u0259r bir k\u0259sd\u0259n e\u015fid\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. Biz o vaxt m\u0259\u011flub idik, n\u0259yimiz\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r veteran olmaq. He\u00e7 birimiz ist\u0259mirdik. Kim\u0259 n\u0259yi s\u00fcbut etm\u0259liydim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 bu m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r vermi\u015fik. Allah h\u0259r birin\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. M\u00fcharib\u0259nin qanunlar\u0131 \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 s\u0259rtdir. \u015e\u0259hid olan o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 onlar\u0131n valideynl\u0259ri, ail\u0259l\u0259ri — \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra ya\u015fananlar bir ayr\u0131 hekay\u0259dir. \u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131n… Onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 eyni a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ksiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma bir s\u00f6z deyim, bu kitabdan sonra q\u0259ti q\u0259rara g\u0259ldim ki, Birinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259si haqda yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

— Unutduqlar\u0131n\u0131z da ola bil\u0259r?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— \u0130nan\u0131n ki, onlar unudulan deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSava\u015fa ged\u0259c\u0259kdim, m\u0259ni birc\u0259 o saxlad\u0131\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— M\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259nci ild\u0259 getmi\u015fdiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

— 1992-ci ild\u0259. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259ydim, \u00c7ingiz Mustafayev televiziyada \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f etdi, dedi kim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259hr\u0259man hiss edirs\u0259 g\u0259lsin. O \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fdan sonra t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131mla AzTV-y\u0259 g\u0259ldik. Sonra M\u00fcdafi\u0259 Nazirliyin\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdik, dedil\u0259r, gedin d\u0259rsinizl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olun. Amma vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259dik. K\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc A\u011fdam rotas\u0131na getdik. 3 g\u00fcn orada qald\u0131q, sonra dedil\u0259r ki, sizi yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131racaqlar. Yuxar\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 — Abdal G\u00fclabl\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturdular. Orada da k\u0259\u015ffiyyat qrupuna sald\u0131lar. A\u011fdama ged\u0259nd\u0259 be\u015f-alt\u0131 q\u0131z idik, onlar qay\u0131td\u0131lar, m\u0259n qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n deyirl\u0259r ki, filank\u0259s qaynar n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259 olub, amma bir g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259 atmay\u0131b, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib. \u0130nan\u0131n, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 bir gec\u0259 ya\u015famaq \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qd\u0131r. H\u0259r gec\u0259 deyirdik ki, y\u0259qin bu, son gec\u0259mizdir. \u00c7\u00fcnki o d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 vahim\u0259lidir. \u0130\u015f\u0131q yox, yaln\u0131z ulduzlar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda… Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 o s\u00f6z\u00fc dem\u0259k he\u00e7 kimin h\u0259ddi deyil.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259r dostlar\u0131m ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r. Bir g\u00fcn k\u0259\u015ffiyyata getmi\u015fdik. S\u0131ra il\u0259 durmu\u015fuq, s\u0131rada s\u0259kkizinci idim, ham\u0131m\u0131z yer\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, siqnal g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik. Bir anl\u0131\u011fa yuxuya getmi\u015f\u0259m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7anda el\u0259 bildim ki, bir \u0259srdir yatm\u0131\u015fam. \u00c7ox pe\u015fman idim. Komandirimiz M\u00fc\u015ffiq Abbasov m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 baxa-baxa, \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdi ki, bura g\u0259l. Yan\u0131na g\u0259ldim, dedi bax. Baxd\u0131m ki, yan\u0131m\u0131zda bir, bir az aral\u0131da iki meyit var idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Onlar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yinin s\u0259b\u0259bi var idi. O ist\u0259yirdi ki, m\u0259n meyitl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcb, qorxum v\u0259 oradan gedim. S\u0259n dem\u0259 biz h\u0259min an m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck. M\u0259n\u0259 deyir sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x get buradan. Dedim s\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, m\u0259n he\u00e7 yer\u0259 getm\u0259r\u0259m. Sizi qoyub ged\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Silah\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 tu\u015flad\u0131, dedi s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259mr verir\u0259m, get. Dedim getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Ondan sonra m\u0259ni qucaqlad\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131mdan \u00f6pd\u00fc, dedi s\u0259n\u0259 qurban olaram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fc\u015ffiq Abbasov II Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu. \u0130ki o\u011flu il\u0259 getmi\u015fdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131s\u0131 x\u0259trimi \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O m\u00fchasir\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dayanan \u015eahid adl\u0131 o\u011flana \u201climonka\u201dn\u0131 (qumbara — red) verib dedim ki, \u0259g\u0259r \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259k, m\u0259ni partladarsan. \u018fvv\u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, sonra dedi m\u0259n el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u201cLimonka\u201dn\u0131 qaytard\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, el\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259yik, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 deyib-g\u00fclm\u0259yimizd\u0259n qalmazd\u0131q. II Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131nda \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin videolar\u0131 yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar\u0131, o v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki…Oturub dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n insan be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda olmaya bil\u0259rdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki yan\u0131ndak\u0131 insanlar bir-biri \u015f\u0259hid olurlar…\u00c7ox a\u011f\u0131r idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orada m\u0259nim fotoaparat\u0131m, g\u00fcnd\u0259liyim v\u0259 bir d\u0259 at\u0131m var idi. At\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 La\u00e7\u0131nda \u015f\u0259hid olan bir dostum vermi\u015fdi, onun yadigar\u0131 idi. Amma t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, h\u00fccum zaman\u0131 onlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Buna \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r ki, s\u0259n nec\u0259 oldu ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 getdin. D\u00fcnyada el\u0259 bir sevgi yoxdur ki, o v\u0259t\u0259n sevgisini \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259sin. \u0130nan\u0131n, el\u0259 sevgi yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

II Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131na da ged\u0259c\u0259kdim. \u00d6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n biri problemlidir, m\u0259ni saxlayan ancaq v\u0259 ancaq o oldu. Ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir hiss m\u0259ni saxlaya bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r ki, atan\u0131, anan\u0131, ail\u0259ni qoyub nec\u0259 gedirs\u0259n? Ged\u0259n insan\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc bir \u015fey olur- m\u0259n orada olmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 kim qorxmur ki? Ham\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir qorxu var. Yaralan\u0131r, qorxur ki, \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r. Kitabda da yazm\u0131\u015fam, Kamran minaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb iki g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirib. Deyir, o anda k\u0259lm\u0259ye- \u015f\u0259had\u0259ti dedim, arzu etdim ki, \u0259g\u0259r sa\u011f qalsam \u00f6z t\u0259r\u0259fimiz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Silah\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n buraxmay\u0131b, quca\u011f\u0131nda g\u0259tirib. Ne\u00e7\u0259 kilomert yolu s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lib, \u00f6z dilimizd\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cAy Allah s\u0259n\u0259 min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u201d deyib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ninin haras\u0131sa a\u011fr\u0131yanda bir teli bel\u0259 ona a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q edir. O is\u0259 silah\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u0259tirib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu layih\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq h\u0259yat\u0131mda \u00e7ox \u015feyi d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Bir ana, bir qad\u0131n, bir Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 olaraq d\u0259yi\u015fdim. H\u0259rd\u0259n bir-birimiz\u0259 deyirik ki, \u201cKorsan, g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n\u201d, m\u0259n o s\u00f6z\u00fc art\u0131q leksikonumdan \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn oyulma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. M\u0259n qazil\u0259rimizd\u0259n h\u0259yata tutunma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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